Red Velvet

Only 25 more days until I see Red Velvet. My idols. The most genuine and caring people I have ever met.

I'll be traveling the way to LA just to see these girls perform a few songs and I couldn't be any more happier.

Lately, they've been on break so it's hard to keep up with them. I try my hardest to because of how much I truly love them.

These next 25 days will be filled with anticipation, anxiety, and pure happiness.

Discovery?

These past few days have been so much better for me. I've felt happier.

I don't understand my own emotions. Why was I sad? What suddenly made me happy once again? I overlook a lot of things in life, I suppose. Maybe I take it for granted.

I've always tried to blog consistently but it always became a struggle for me. Now when I open up my laptop, the first thing I think about is blogging. I think this is a great opportunity to discover myself.

Sadness

The summer has always been a horrible time for me. Why? I wish I knew.

These past days especially, I've been crying several times a day for reason unknown to me. Is it because I don't see my friends? I don't even have many friends in the first place. I get too attached to people. I become too dependent on them.

Summer is a time where we get to be free, but freedom isn't a term in my book. I need someone with me. I need to feel that love and joy that others give me.

I sound absolutely selfish and pathetic. I know it. That's all I am.

My feelings always get the best of me.

I need someone to talk to.

Summer 2015

It's officially summer 2015! I don't have many plans as of now but I know it's going to be a great summer! This blog has been abandoned and it appears that a lot of my posts were deleted. I don't really remember deleting them but... welp. I guess we're starting from scratch (sorta)! Boredom has gotten the best of me this first week of summer. Maybe blogging will give me something to do?

I think the best way to kick off summer is with some music. I plan to add a new song with each post I make. Today's song is by Korean girl group, CLC!

CLC have five members. From left to right they are Sorn, Yeeun, Seungyeon, Yoojin and Seunghee.

I think this song's upbeat tempo and bright feeling give a perfect summer feel. Go and take a listen! :)