Discovery?

These past few days have been so much better for me. I've felt happier.

I don't understand my own emotions. Why was I sad? What suddenly made me happy once again? I overlook a lot of things in life, I suppose. Maybe I take it for granted.

I've always tried to blog consistently but it always became a struggle for me. Now when I open up my laptop, the first thing I think about is blogging. I think this is a great opportunity to discover myself.

Sadness

The summer has always been a horrible time for me. Why? I wish I knew.

These past days especially, I've been crying several times a day for reason unknown to me. Is it because I don't see my friends? I don't even have many friends in the first place. I get too attached to people. I become too dependent on them.

Summer is a time where we get to be free, but freedom isn't a term in my book. I need someone with me. I need to feel that love and joy that others give me.

I sound absolutely selfish and pathetic. I know it. That's all I am.

My feelings always get the best of me.

I need someone to talk to.

Summer 2015

It's officially summer 2015! I don't have many plans as of now but I know it's going to be a great summer! This blog has been abandoned and it appears that a lot of my posts were deleted. I don't really remember deleting them but... welp. I guess we're starting from scratch (sorta)! Boredom has gotten the best of me this first week of summer. Maybe blogging will give me something to do?

I think the best way to kick off summer is with some music. I plan to add a new song with each post I make. Today's song is by Korean girl group, CLC!

CLC have five members. From left to right they are Sorn, Yeeun, Seungyeon, Yoojin and Seunghee.

I think this song's upbeat tempo and bright feeling give a perfect summer feel. Go and take a listen! :)