Sadness

The summer has always been a horrible time for me. Why? I wish I knew.

These past days especially, I've been crying several times a day for reason unknown to me. Is it because I don't see my friends? I don't even have many friends in the first place. I get too attached to people. I become too dependent on them.

Summer is a time where we get to be free, but freedom isn't a term in my book. I need someone with me. I need to feel that love and joy that others give me.

I sound absolutely selfish and pathetic. I know it. That's all I am.

My feelings always get the best of me.

I need someone to talk to.